Tomorrow's dreams

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Often, I think about the people who’ve walked away or drifted apart and it makes me really sad. So most time, I force myself to not think of it, and convince myself that there’s a reason why they’re not in my life now..

Well, it's true that "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger".
It's amazing how a human heart can actually take the amount of pain, it's even more surprising that accepting the reality is doubly terrifying than self-deceiving.

Because you’re hoping you’re wrong. And every time he does something that tells you he’s no good, you ignore it. And every time he comes through and surprises you, he wins you over, and you lose that argument with yourself that he’s not for you.

I couldn't stop this love from dying because prolly love cannot be healed. I gave more than enough chances to you but maybe it's time i stop giving chances to deceive myself. I tried to knock senses into you and now i should be doing this on me.

“ Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them, we are just for passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So, let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more. ”
— (via eletheowl)

It's all because i gave you chances to. that's e rule. now when i don't, do you think you could still achieve the same result?

“ A heart that hurts, is a heart that works. ”
So who am i to blame for being emotional and not able to walk out of it constantly?
Soon, it will all be over.

I'm exhausted. My brain, heart & soul need a rest and i'm doing anything to reach the dizzy height of happiness.

(yes, i missed tokyo fcuking alot. but.. were u wholeheartedly mine? it was a trip that always bring me so much memories that whenever i fall, i cant get up. e way you took care of me and every places we went, those merriment.. do you only missed em when something triggers you, when nth occupies your head or you dont miss it at all? I do, every fcuking time. well, it never left my heart. thats all. shld i smile or cry pathetically at myself?)

For once, i feel fcuking pointless to get involved in this tug-of-war.


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