Tomorrow's dreams

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Subaru Legacy or Audi 3?

Pretty excited i am not jumping up and down like a kid now!

I like to look forward in advance, cannot meh?

Laid by love

As we kiss and kiss and kiss all over, your supple lips that rushed thru my heart.

I didn't & i can't forget. :)

Monday, March 29, 2010

Asthma is really giving me hell time. I got no idea how much longer can i take this.

Had great fun yesterday driving bro's car. HAHA. never did i expect myself to get hooked in trying to master some skills he's trying to get in my tinny brains. hahaha. daddy promised to get me a car all for myself! What car shld i get?

Ok thats for all. I am too sick to continue. I am out of breathe! :( stressed up!

Oh Muji's marshmellow is sweet tooth,

-.- my skull is superr itchy.

wish me tons of lucks for my new job! :)

Nights pernodricard*

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Life's a drama, a

heartache.

I realized tons of things. It seemed that i've subconsciously crawled out of my fantasy. (well, i certainly hopes so)

You either live with it or let the walls crumble.

Sick and tired of monotonous cycles.

and oh god my asthmatic cough is seriously very bad.. but comforting enough i got mbs's offer!! am ready to fight :)

Friday, March 26, 2010

I felt im just like a passerby..

Sometimes fate is cruel.

you ain't ready.

I just know the reason. I just do..

At times people tend to remember things they should forget

and forgetting what they should remember.

I can never forget what i witness with my eyes

I can never forget our strong bond.

What will the future holds?

Consider yourself lucky if you're able to get someone even better but unfortunate if you're gonna start regretting.

Love isn't the only factor, i learnt this from you.

yet i still hold on to my belief end of the day everyone needs a real sincere companion.

alas, here i go again. stop all these emotional shite post dear winnie.

Chaos people, very bad cough now!

i really miss you so so much.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Got no appetite for 2days, glucose was my substituion. (very painful)
i got cravings for banana crisps but my stomach can't take in any solid :(
once again, im dealt with mental and physical problems.

the night is here again.
Baffled, shed me some light for directions.
nightmare; im gonna conquer you one fine day.

Argh, to GTC; you can chuck your si ren handphone away!!!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Thats all

what's e point of being persistent?

what's e point of putting your whole heart in it?

too bad fate play us, fate crack a big joke on me.

in a blink of eye, everything changed. Entirely.
I've seen what im not supposed to but still it's god's will that i know the truth finally.

pointless to keep lamenting, pointless to hold on to you.

i should learn to let go of things that don't belong to me anymore, stop giving a hoot just like how you're doing to me now.

everything have a time limit, how true.

all the pseudo shites you gave, til now i cannot believe it. I'm not supposed to miss you anymore, not even to recall anything regarding us.
i am so affected, no matter what i try to do, it will all come bck.

i am so stressed up again. how am i supposed to deal with it?
This isn't the first time. I need more determination.

Now i see it, that both of our memories are just episodes. You & her belong tgt, a story that i seemed to be the one creating a part of it and now im returning you back. How ironic this is. Tell me, are we real?
All that we've gone thru, its just a chapter to shut it down anytime?

She is replacing all the stuffs i've done with you now, or rather i am giving you back to complete your story?

I may not be able to be like her or e one you want it to be,

but i did gave you my best. i tried.

You know the truth. You know you're deluding yourself.

After scrutinizing, i just feel so disheartened.

I know our everything cannot be even compared to what you had gone thru with her.

You finally made your choice, althou i knew it in a very hard way.

I wil accept and i won't miss you anymore.

Note, i promised you.

I shall do it your way.

let us fade away and we'll be the most familiar strangers.

I can never forget the scene when i see your arms ard her and that smile of yours, so familiar yet hurting.. you saw me but you said nth...

I am not yet a liar.
I am just a human-being.

Wake up from fantasy.

Don't crush my heart,

you already ripped it badly.

RT.

(i am not annoucing any shites, i know you dislike. fyi, this will be the last time)

touching up is painful esp coloring but never as compared to you.

Asthmatic cough is back. My lungs are about to be out. Sigh. I've got no appetite for the past 2 days, i couldn't smk much as well. The moment i fag, my cough worsen. I can feel my chest tight like jeans size24. haha wth.

last week of jd promo and its my last month in dfs. we're gonna have a bigbig party on 31st march, i cannot wait (: A toast to all dfs peeps, you guys made my day. thankyou esp to my girls who listened to my whines everytime im down. Lets go havoc and take many many pictures, forget all unhappiness..

Will be flying back to hometown with mommy nex mth. A short getaway. Hopefully it'll be better for me. Thailand perhaps too? Waiting for bff for confirmation. Start of apr is my brand new penny (: Anyone wanna hire me a fulltime position? haha.

I can't get to sleep. Everynight i tossed ard and only able to switch off when my eyes is extremely heavy. The sun is out by then. This cannot go on. I definitely need 'happypills' im sorry mommy.

Mental torment is unbelievable frightening. I witness with my own eyes. My nightmare came true afterall. I can never forget those images. Every waking sensation seemed to be back, got even worse.

Monday, March 22, 2010

God's will.

When i give you a inch, you expect a mile.

it wil soon be over.

it will.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

I am very dirty

Part of my body now & this lifetime.

5days to Jap classes.

2 weeks to touch up.

1 more mth to shave off hair.

I finally closed my exit.

20march; i wil never forget.

(go fcuk yourself) GTR


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HAHA. never did i expect myself to get hooked in trying to master some skills he's trying to get in my tinny brains. hahaha. daddy promised to get me a car all for myself! What car shld i get? Ok thats for all. I am too sick to continue. I am out of breathe! :( stressed up! Oh Muji's marshmellow is sweet tooth, -.- my skull is superr itchy. wish me tons of lucks for my new job! :) Nights pernodricard* 4:27 AM · Saturday, March 27, 2010 Life's a drama, a heartache. I realized tons of things. It seemed that i've subconsciously crawled out of my fantasy. (well, i certainly hopes so) You either live with it or let the walls crumble. Sick and tired of monotonous cycles. and oh god my asthmatic cough is seriously very bad.. but comforting enough i got mbs's offer!! am ready to fight :) 6:14 AM · Friday, March 26, 2010 I felt im just like a passerby.. Sometimes fate is cruel. you ain't ready. I just know the reason. I just do.. At times people tend to remember things they should forget and forgetting what they should remember. I can never forget what i witness with my eyes I can never forget our strong bond. What will the future holds? Consider yourself lucky if you're able to get someone even better but unfortunate if you're gonna start regretting. Love isn't the only factor, i learnt this from you. yet i still hold on to my belief end of the day everyone needs a real sincere companion. alas, here i go again. stop all these emotional shite post dear winnie. Chaos people, very bad cough now! i really miss you so so much. 3:45 AM · Wednesday, March 24, 2010 Got no appetite for 2days, glucose was my substituion. (very painful) i got cravings for banana crisps but my stomach can't take in any solid :( once again, im dealt with mental and physical problems. the night is here again. Baffled, shed me some light for directions. nightmare; im gonna conquer you one fine day. Argh, to GTC; you can chuck your si ren handphone away!!! 3:25 AM · Tuesday, March 23, 2010 Thats all what's e point of being persistent? what's e point of putting your whole heart in it? too bad fate play us, fate crack a big joke on me. in a blink of eye, everything changed. Entirely. I've seen what im not supposed to but still it's god's will that i know the truth finally. pointless to keep lamenting, pointless to hold on to you. i should learn to let go of things that don't belong to me anymore, stop giving a hoot just like how you're doing to me now. everything have a time limit, how true. all the pseudo shites you gave, til now i cannot believe it. I'm not supposed to miss you anymore, not even to recall anything regarding us. i am so affected, no matter what i try to do, it will all come bck. i am so stressed up again. how am i supposed to deal with it? This isn't the first time. I need more determination. Now i see it, that both of our memories are just episodes. You & her belong tgt, a story that i seemed to be the one creating a part of it and now im returning you back. How ironic this is. Tell me, are we real? All that we've gone thru, its just a chapter to shut it down anytime? She is replacing all the stuffs i've done with you now, or rather i am giving you back to complete your story? I may not be able to be like her or e one you want it to be, but i did gave you my best. i tried. You know the truth. You know you're deluding yourself. After scrutinizing, i just feel so disheartened. I know our everything cannot be even compared to what you had gone thru with her. You finally made your choice, althou i knew it in a very hard way. I wil accept and i won't miss you anymore. Note, i promised you. I shall do it your way. let us fade away and we'll be the most familiar strangers. I can never forget the scene when i see your arms ard her and that smile of yours, so familiar yet hurting.. you saw me but you said nth... I am not yet a liar. I am just a human-being. Wake up from fantasy. Don't crush my heart, you already ripped it badly. 3< RT. (i am not annoucing any shites, i know you dislike. fyi, this will be the last time) 3:19 AM · touching up is painful esp coloring but never as compared to you. Asthmatic cough is back. My lungs are about to be out. Sigh. I've got no appetite for the past 2 days, i couldn't smk much as well. The moment i fag, my cough worsen. I can feel my chest tight like jeans size24. haha wth. last week of jd promo and its my last month in dfs. we're gonna have a bigbig party on 31st march, i cannot wait (: A toast to all dfs peeps, you guys made my day. thankyou esp to my girls who listened to my whines everytime im down. Lets go havoc and take many many pictures, forget all unhappiness.. Will be flying back to hometown with mommy nex mth. A short getaway. Hopefully it'll be better for me. Thailand perhaps too? Waiting for bff for confirmation. Start of apr is my brand new penny (: Anyone wanna hire me a fulltime position? haha. I can't get to sleep. Everynight i tossed ard and only able to switch off when my eyes is extremely heavy. The sun is out by then. This cannot go on. I definitely need 'happypills' im sorry mommy. Mental torment is unbelievable frightening. I witness with my own eyes. My nightmare came true afterall. I can never forget those images. Every waking sensation seemed to be back, got even worse. :( 1:30 AM · Monday, March 22, 2010 God's will. When i give you a inch, you expect a mile. it wil soon be over. it will. 2:28 AM · Sunday, March 21, 2010 I am very dirty 5:38 PM · Part of my body now & this lifetime. 5days to Jap classes. 2 weeks to touch up. 1 more mth to shave off hair. I finally closed my exit. 20march; i wil never forget. (go fcuk yourself) GTR 8:00 AM ·