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Monday, September 27, 2010


Best ever

Friday, September 24, 2010
Goodbye

IT all begin with a choice.
No one could take you away if you don't wish to,
like no one could take you away from me if you dont want to.

Hives caught me again- ever since sec sch days. (hmin aiai stil rem)
At my lowest point you showed me how i matter to you afterall.

It got nth to do with others, but you.
now i know why no matter what i do or say, it doesnt make any difference.
because your heart doesnt beat tgt as mine anymore.

From the day you started having thoughts of leaving me to her,
i forgave you
From the day you lied and lie and nothing but pack of lies,
i forgave you
From the day you offically back with her,
i forgave you
From the day you come & go out of my life countlessly,
i forgave you
From the day you told me leaving me was e wrong choice,
i forgave you
From the day you said you would come home and do something about it
i forgave you
From the day you let her hurt me and do nothing thrice,
i forgave you
From the day you promised to be true til now you never did
i forgave you

and up til now-
i never seemed to be in your options of those above.

it got nothing to do with others, its about you, yourself.
i had never blamed nor left you alone this 1 year plus,
and ever since sept 2009 til now, ive been fighting this myself.

and tonight, FRI.
you showed me how a leopard never change it spots,
showed me how things can nv be revert anymore.

i love you,
really really do.

Russell.
Farewell.

Monday, September 20, 2010

Conversion to perm wef from 1st october. Congratulations Wn Lim for all your hard work and never-say-die attitude. :) hahaha. sounds corny enough.

Work had been sailing smoothly and of cause rock-hit most of the time. After working for months, came to see what type of people there are in this society. Candidates that are bums who gave problems all the times are really jackass- sometimes i really got e urge to cover them with sandbags and give a good thrash. Dont these people know the responsibilty of work? YBs are another bunch- complain workload too much, too stress (when its simple duties) and worse scenario TOO BORING. wth seriously. you get paid for doing simple task and you got the cheek to grumble? earnestly its only a temp job, what does it takes to satisfy those people. Each time i face with such situations, DEMORALIZED is the word. Well i guess each job has its own difficulties, there is no free lunch in this world. However... i will do what it takes to achieve my dream ambition. Persistent or stubborn? haha.

Every monday i'll be waiting for weekends, and on weekends i'll be waiting for work to occupy my free time. Thats how ironic and thats how office work kills. How to spend your days more meaningful?
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and... picture of me taken 2007? i guess so. hahaha. reminisce.





2010- a really toughest year for me.
I thought you were the one.

All or nothing -



You can't stop lying
can't stop lying
just can't stop fcuking lying

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Im back to this url after so long.
The only thing that remain was;

my heart wasn't getting any better.
in fact, it was crushed.

i still miss-ed the old you.