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Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Nobody understands, nobody do.
Receiving disappointment for fcuking million times was never so drained than anything else. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIT MY WORDS ANYMORE ALL I KNOW IS MY DECISION FROM NOW WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE. I HAD ENOUGH OF HEARTACHE I HAD ENOUGH OF EMO-ING AND THEN BRAINWASHING MYSELF AND I AM BACK AT IT AGAIN. IF I WERE TO BE SO INSIGNIFICANT AND SO MUCH FOR ALL THESE WHILE ADDS UP TO NOTHIN BUT THIS STATE, I REALLY DON'T WANT TO MAKE ANY SENSE INTO YOU. I DON'T WANT TO CARE ANYTHING ANYMORE IF YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOVE, DON'T KNOW HOW TO TREASURE. DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE THE LEAST EFFORT, YOU DON'T DESERVE ANY FROM ANYONE. REPEATING TRACK FOR HOURS. TIME FOR MIRACLE. I WERE JUST A WOMAN WHO CRY MY HEART OUT AND CAUSE UNNCESSARY STRESS BUT AGAIN WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABT ME. YOU WERE NEVER AFRAID BECAUSE YOU WERE NEVER LEFT ALONE. AND I WERE THE ONE FEARING TO LOSE YOU AGAIN WHEN I ALREADY DID. Ps: thank you for never giving me up no matter what route i choose to go. you never once left me alone whenever i needed someone. you let me see how important and good i was, and not to forget the winnie i used to be back those days. Even thou you can't replace nor share my pain, knowing how significant and important i was is already enough. When you said: "i miss times when you were always our lil joypill that brings the whole grp of us merriments." I cried, i know how silly it was to hold on to this existence of love knowing i couldn't see any future. "dont doubt yourself" i will keep this in mind. thank you.. |