i know that you will never fully receive this note, but i wrote for every one that counts and you most definitely count. you truly are one of the most amazing things that ever happen to me. you're strong and smart and i believe in you that you can do anything. you truely did change my life. you showed me what it was to love. and i will always adore you for that. i love you russell tan. i hope that you can remember our fun conversations we had late at night when you would say just the right thing to make me smile so hard it hurt. all i want you to remember from me is this- hold on to your dreams, cause at one point, they are going to be all you have. fight for what you want baby and it will come to you. i have faith in you. i hope you find exactly what you are looking for in this life. think of me from time to time. i love you…

P.s: you forgotten what you've promised. you kept me waiting and never did you appeared saving me from my darkest period. I merely wanted to see you for the last. If you loved me genuinely, you wouldn't be doing this. I wouldn't do that to you, i rather suffer in your place. You can do anything, but just not for me.

"Our last night of conver in my bed", keep it, for me.

Goodbye, someone gotcha go.

i hope you'll be happy with your choice- thats her.